Saturday, December 11, 2010

Relief is like a heart attack

I am So grateful I passed my test! I'm grateful for the guidance that Father has given me all throughout my education. He led me carefully and I learned to trust him to take me where I need to be. I'm grateful that I didn't get answers the way I wanted them.

After I found out I passed the NCETMB, I got horribly sick from all the stress I'd caused myself. I beat myself down and told myself I couldn't pass. I paid dearly for mistreating myself, but I'm still grateful for the lesson.

I am a daughter of God and he loves me and will help and guide me. Feelings of inadequacy and pain are not from Him, but from the deceiver. I'm grateful for the remind. I intend to remember this time!

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